Saturday, June 27, 2009

Beta #2 in progress

Did another test this morning, results will be ready at the usual 11:00pm. And yes i do physically go there to pick up report, i know its crazy, the times doctors/labs work here. They are 5 miunutes from my house so its all good.

Anyway, i am prepared for the worst, am hoping for the best, but "sort of ready" if the numbers didn't do their magic.

After 7 attempts at this the excitement level is dwindling. I still long and hope for that BFP with good numbers don't get me wrong, but i think after so many letdowns, maybe its just normal to be bummed but prepared at the same time to deal with it. I don't know?

So I don't sound like the normal, positive outlook Wishing4One do i? I still am, but I really wish that my numbers have at least doubled this time! Please God...

If not, don't fear we will hit this IVF b*tch again, take a month off, get a new RE and try again.

Thank you to all of you for your awesome comments, words of encouragement and prayers- you don't know how much they soothe me really, you all are awesome!


  1. Thanks for visiting my blog!

    I hope this beta comes back higher...

    ICLW #31

  2. Honestly want the numbers to double! And praying for you!!

    Good Luck!

  3. Hope you get great results!!!


  4. Just stumbled upon you through ICLW and praying that your beta is great today! Hoping upon hope from half a world away!

  5. Thinking good thoughts for you...

  6. Hope you get a good beta score! Wishing for the best. Thanks for your comments on my blog. I spoke to my hubbie about the whole Muslim masturbation thing, he told me he had heard of this before, but knows it's all BS and he's so tired of muslims being obsessed with appearances rather than reality (he's Moroccan and a muslim). He also told me that the guy was wrong to have asked me all the questions he did. I'm getting less and less surprised with things that happen here!

  7. Hoping and wishing right along with you! Sending you LOTS of love and peace.


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