Thursday, May 14, 2009
May in Cairo is awesome. Everything is blooming and looks so beautiful. Makes me feel good and corny.
I have not thought much about my next FET until recently. Well let me rephrase that, the thought is ALWAYS there, but I guess I filed it on the back shelf, along with other things I don't want to think about now.
So last night i say to Super S, "are we going to try to transfer this month?" ( wish we were talking about money...) He's like "yeah." That was it. Is that bad, no. It's just become that simple for us. The talking about doing it that is. I remember I used to get all excited and hopeful, now I just get nervous and I guess a bit of hope still lurkes around too I can't deny that.
So embryo transfer number 7 is about to begin. As soon as our dependable, never failing to appear friend Aunt Flow arrives, the first day I will start the wonderful pills that Dr. Polite likes me to take. Can. Not. Wait. As the pills are hormones of some sort they really add to my mood and make me so sweet as I get my uterus and body ready for transfer. Fun.
But you know what, I am kinda excited about this time actually. This will be our first transfer where I have no damaged tube connected to my uterus. Remember I had my last and final left tube ligated in January. So this may just work huh?
A few of the super gals on my blog roll are pregnant so maybe 2009 is the year for us? Let's hope so.
posted by Wishing 4 One at 11:57 AM