Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Strange weather

So i woke up this morning and it was such a strange day, weather wise.

Super dusty, sky full of clouds and very windy. We have a season here, but in springtime, they call it "khamaseen" when the wind and dust is crazy and it's really warm. But it's December, and cool, anyway just strange.

So I went to pick up my beta results at 8pm, it was pouring rain, which was cool cause it washed away some of the weird dust from today.

Not this time ladies. Paper read NEGATIVE. I know sucks, but was suppose to be this way, this time, I guess.

I'm okay, I just really thought this time was going to be "the time." Anyway, we have four embies frozen and will try again. I'm tired, my eyes hurt and will try to sleep now.

Love you all, Merry Christmas, Happy Hannukah and Happy everything else.

24 comments:

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  2. I am so, so, sorry, Wishy. I can't believe this. I wish I could reach out and hug you. I hope you are sleeping peacefully as I type this, and when you wake up, please know that I am so disappointed. It makes me cry. It is so unfair. I know there is nothing I can say to make it better, but I love you and I'll hold your hand through the next try.

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  3. Oh, hun. I am so so sorry. It breaks my heart to read this and I wish I could be there with you to just give you a hug and hang out. We are here whenever you need us. You're in my thoughts and prayers, dear friend.

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  4. Oh, Wishy. I'm crying with you. Someday, I know I will laugh and smile and cheer with you on the day that little piece of paper says positive.

    Many hugs and much love to you, my friend.

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  5. Damn it, damn it, damn it. :( Just like 2007 was not my year, perhaps 2008 is not yours. I'm sorry. You know I'll keep you in my thoughts that 2009 is your year, the year of the baby! **fingers crossed**

    But four frozen embies?! I will have to just hope hope hope that those are the ones that'll make you a mama.

    take care. Lots of hugs.

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  6. So sorry! :(

    I hate IF....it's so unfair. Wish I could give you a hug.

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  7. Sending you warm hugs and wishes for a peaceful, loving holiday...

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  8. Sending you warm hugs and wishes for a peaceful, loving holiday...

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  9. No. NO. NO. Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry. I had such good feelings about this cycle. I'm so sorry.

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  10. I'm so sorry.

    Thinking of you.

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  11. Damn! I'm sorry. This just sucks.

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  12. Oh dear...

    I am sorry about the news.

    I am so glad to hear your positive nature though. Please take care. Have a happy holidays and a happy new year. May 2009 bring the news that we want. Love you babe.

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  13. I am so sorry - please know that even though we are 1/2 way around the world from each other - I am there holding your hand and giving you hugs when needed.

    I am so sorry sweetie. Keep up the positive attitude.

    Let me know if you need to chat(or rather email) ok?

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  14. I'm so so sorry about your result,I feel so sad that you have to go through this again.

    Thank you so much for the caring words the other day. You truly are an amazing encouragement!

    I am thinkling of you and praying for you my friend...

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  15. Oh gosh, sweetie! I am sooo soo sorry. I know this sucks and that there are no words..

    So, while you survive this and move on to your next cycle, do know that I am here for you.

    I know it's gonna be hard this X'mas but I just wanna say that I'll be saying a prayer for you this X'mas.

    HUGS
    HUGS
    HUGS
    HUGS
    HUGS
    HUGS

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  16. What's a girl gotta do to get pregnant! I know you're let down, but deep down inside I feel you will have your dream. Because you're a fighter!

    Love xoxoxoxo

    Sending you (((hugs))).

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  17. Oh, dang! I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say -- except that you are in my thoughts. xo

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  18. Oh no ... I'm really sorry ... {{hugs}}

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  19. [Got here from LFCA.]

    So sorry that it's negative. Wish it weren't that way. Kind thoughts going out to you both.

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  20. Oh sweetie! I am so so sorry. I too thought this was the one for you. Thinking of you and praying for Peace in your life this season. ((hugs))

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  21. I was hoping and praying this would be the one as well. I'm sorry it wasn't.

    I'm glad you're doing okay.

    Still praying for your miracle.

    ((HUGS))

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  22. I'm late getting here, but I am so very sorry......I know how hard it is to get that news.

    But, I have such hope for you with 4 frozen embies!

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  23. I am so sorry. I hope "the time" comes very soon.

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