Friday, May 30, 2008

Saturday come on, get here already!

Just one more day until the test, Saturday, can you believe it? I can't and am sort of nervous, but super anxious as well.

With IVF number 4, i didn't get my period before test date, but felt pregnant and got a negative test. Was totally bummed.

You know, this time, I really feel like our embabies are "grounded" and sticking, I SO HOPE they are. Also too, with the implantation bleeding I think I had, my stomach feeling like something is attached, feeling hungrier...I don't know... I just need to wait.

The one and only time I was pregant was in Jan 2006. I went to see my grandmother, who was very ill, she died while I was in the air on the way to USA. My mother told me a few days before she died, that she said to her "I see INSERT MY REAL NAME sitting in that chair over there with her baby...."

So when i got back here to Cairo and for some strange reason I felt the urge to go to the doctor. (my period was strange that month, brownish not red) but still I had no idea that I could be pregnant.

Anyway when i tested a positive result, I almost fell out right there in doctors office. I gave the paper stating result to DH when we got home and he just about died!

After comfirming that it was ectopic, of course I had to have my tube removed... they said I was 6 weeks.

The ONLY person who knows we are doing IVF other than you guys, is DH's sister. I talked to her today and she said she has this feeling like we are pregnant....

13 comments:

  1. Visiting from NCLM.

    Good luck! I hope it goes well.

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  2. COME ON SATURDAY! STICK EMBIES, STICK!

    Now *I'm* sending good vibes from here in Chicago!

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  3. I'm feelinghopingwishingdreamingpraying that this is finally it for you! Saturday, bring great results with you!

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  4. Oh Gosh, I am going to be away from a computer connection on Saturday...aaack. My husband has organized a benefit fishing tournament and i have to help collect the money. I will bring my laptop and drive around until I find a wireless signal. Probably not likely in east Alabama/west Georgia! But I'll be with you in spirit..and your Saturday is technically my Friday so maybe you'll have some news for us earlier than we think!!!!

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  5. I hope that Saturday brings you wonderful results!

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  6. I so hope that you are! I can't wait to hear the results...when I read the part of your post that said, "on IVF #4...", I thought to myself how you must feel after each one. I thought it was bad after hearing negative on the
    1st. I'm praying you get your baby this time, it's your turn!

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  7. Hola!

    I can't imagine how excited you are! I, too, want Saturday to hurry up & come...I will be back here first thing in the morning.

    Praying for good news!!!!!

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  8. hi
    I'm here from NaComLeavCom
    My Little Drummer boys

    I wish you all the very best tomorrow. I really do. We did IVF after 12 yrs - #1, FET, #2 so no more
    I am sorry you lost your baby to EP.

    We told so very few people too - self preservation.

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  9. Am here from NCLM.

    I'll be lighting a candle for you in church tomorrow.

    xoxo.

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  10. Positive vibes sent your way....

    Good luck girl!

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  11. I'll be crossing everything (even my eyes) for you on Saturday. Good luck!

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  12. AHHHH! I want to know too! Can't wait to hear; we'll be here for you either way!

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